Im going through a phase in my life were I’m detaching myself from all my married friends and focusing on myself. Didn’t realize this until 3weddings where I was Maid Of Honor. I just give and give and never focus on me! That’s why I’m still single. But I was raised to focus on a happy exciting successful career. Things have changed, I’m in design school hoping to start up my own firm where I’ll be designing commercial projects like hotels,bars, restaurants … I’m lonely at times, I have people that keep me going. I’m a happy person and I live a very exciting life! My best friend has a husband and school I’m now finding that I need more single friends that I can relate to. Sheen baby mode and Ill be there to be her cheerleader. Just sometimes I can’t find a way to connect to some of the things she’s going to. It’s an awkward phase, I know I’ll find my light at the end of the tunnel. I know love with find me when the time is right. I need to be my own cheerleader? I know I can do it and I need to stay positive and strong.
There are so many times in life where I look back and think exactly this!